Suns out

Yes, its shining although cold out. I HAVE to get out today...HAVE to....This illness has had its way long enough. I want to go grocery shopping and feel the cold sun on my face. I want to shake my head and not feel like its coming off my shoulders. I want to make my lists and actually do some of the stuff on them. I want to put on makeup and fix my hair. Put on clothes instead of jamas and a robe. I want to LIVE!!!!! Wasnt that a movie with susan hayward? OK so Im being a bit dramatic but Ive earned it being down for a week!!!!! My poor car has been in the shop for a week and Im sure she missing me....I still have cash in my wallet from last week and that in itself is a miracle.....Ill let you know tomorrow if any of this comes to pass or I end up laying on the couch again like a old sloth....Late ta!!!!!