Opps!

I sometimes make the mistake of expecting certain things from the people in my life. When that doesnt happen, I hurt in my heart. I really need to learn not to expect anything, just let it ride....I hate being the older, and feeling like I,m on the outside looking in...Do the youngers really think they know so much more? That there way, is the right way? I dont remember feeling this way about my mother or father. They were the ones that KNEW...I was the one that was learning....I looked to them for guidance until they passed away....I guess its because the youngers lives are so much different then mine. The old ways have passed into the deep dark hole,  and no one wants them back...Perhaps, what they think, is too important to me...Perhaps, I put too much emphasis on what they think of me. Perhaps its time to start liking myself, and what I feel about things. Perhaps I should step out of the corner and and have my own life to live...Perhaps......