yah Im a bit scared

This blog isn't about Halloween, its about my surgery on Wednesday. I am a bit afraid because of my age. I don't like to be put under and lose control of my faculty's. Your then in the hands of a more or less stranger...Oh Ive met the surgeon, and really like him but....Hes still a stranger for the most part. Because I feel fine, and have no issues to speak of, I hate to go under the knife. Well, I don't really think its a knife per say...They,[ the drs.] have found some issues on a ct scan so they feel they MUST go in and check it out...So...Im not sleeping well wondering what they will find or do when they get in there. Okay, so they won't actually be in there! In MY mind they are. In there walking around, shoving and moving parts and cutting with a huge knife. Like a Samori sword! I can see them throwing out parts like leftovers of a meal...Drama queen? Yah I guess your right...But I would sure like to skirt right past Wednesday right now....Late ta